I Give Up

Even though I haven’t talked to you guys in almost a year I will never forget you guys. I will always have feelings for you guys. No matter how much you guys tell me that I can never be your friend again I will always know what we had was the best feeling for me and hopefully for you too. I tried so hard to change for you guys but nothing worked. I feel like some of you wanted this to happen. I wonder what you really thought of me. I mean my best friend lied to me telling me that we will restart in high school when she knew that we would never restart. Why? Because I talked crap about her? I understand about that. But it hurts me even more that I have changed and I realized it was wrong and she also is realizing it in me too. I’ve never met someone like you before. We were so much alike it was crazy. You were like my sister to me. You came over then I walked to your house the next day and we would never get sick of each other. You made me smile on my worst days. Even if we wouldn’t even speak I knew exactly what you were thinking.