Best Friend

Best Friends understand when you say forget it.
Wait forever when you say just a minute.
Stay by your side when you say leave me alone.
Listen for hours when you’re crying on the phone.
As those times we go so crazy people think were high.
The times we make each other laugh until we cry.
All the inside jokes and our remember when.
Those are the reasons why they call us best friends.

Try

I try to make you happy on your worst days.
I try to always be there when your down.
I try not to talk crap about you even though I’m wanting too so bad.
I try to give you advice.
I try to tell you from my point of view even if it’s hurtful to say.
I try to be honest to you all the time.
I try believing you when you don’t speak the truth.
Am I just trying to hard?

Billionaire

I want to be a billionaire so fricking bad.
Buy all of the things I never had.
I want be on the cover of Forbes magazine.
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen.
Oh every time I close my eyes.
I see my name in shining lights.
A different city every night oh.
I swear the world better prepare.
for when I’m a billionaire.
I want to be a billionaire so fricking bad.

Best

I’m striving for the best and to be number one. I want to be the best of the best. I want to be the most phenomenal person alive. You hit bumps and rocks but you only can push through them. You can’t run away from them because the rocks will come closer and closer towards you until you are no longer left. Every time I make a bad decision I learn from them and make sure it doesn’t happen again. The little things matter to make you very successful.

Party

Party all night.
But you might,
get it slight.
Because of what’s right.
You might lose sight of what’s right.
And now you have a big bite.
It’s light because you aren’t right.

I Made It

I look up to the sky.
And now the World is mine.
I've known it all my life.
I made it, I made it.
I used to dream about, the life I'm living now.
I know that there's no doubt.
I made it, I made it.
Known from the city where no one believed in me
But I never give up the fight.
Yeah, but now on top.
I told you to let it rock
The moneys falling from the sky.
I made it.
I look up to the sky
And now the World is mine
I've known it all my life
I made it, I made it.
I used to dream about, the life I'm living now
I know that there's no doubt.
I made it, I made it.

Falling For You

I don’t know but it, I think maybe falling for you. Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself waiting until I know you better I am trying. Not to tell you, but I want to. I’m scared on whatcha you say. So I’m hiding, what I’m feeling. But I’m tired of, holding things inside my head. I have been spending all my time thinking about cha. I don’t know what to I think I’m falling for you. I been waiting, all my life and now I found you. I don’t know what to, I think I’m falling for you.

I Give Up

Even though I haven’t talked to you guys in almost a year I will never forget you guys. I will always have feelings for you guys. No matter how much you guys tell me that I can never be your friend again I will always know what we had was the best feeling for me and hopefully for you too. I tried so hard to change for you guys but nothing worked. I feel like some of you wanted this to happen. I wonder what you really thought of me. I mean my best friend lied to me telling me that we will restart in high school when she knew that we would never restart. Why? Because I talked crap about her? I understand about that. But it hurts me even more that I have changed and I realized it was wrong and she also is realizing it in me too. I’ve never met someone like you before. We were so much alike it was crazy. You were like my sister to me. You came over then I walked to your house the next day and we would never get sick of each other. You made me smile on my worst days. Even if we wouldn’t even speak I knew exactly what you were thinking.

Trust

It takes months to build a great friendship. But also seconds to destroy. Everywhere I go I seem to find a great friendship then destroys in seconds. What do I do? Keep trying to find a better friendship. Or do I back down and give up. Many people try to break me down but fail always occurs upon them. If you say crap to me I will say more crap to you back. Sometimes I make stupid decisions but doesn’t everyone in a relationship? I’m so confused and I have absolutely nowhere to go. Trust is a main key in a relationship with someone. But I just don’t have that yet.

7 best quotes

1) Without trust there is nothing.
2)The truth makes everything else seem like a lie
3)When mistrust comes in love goes out
4)To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved
5)I‘m not upset that you lied to me, I’m upset that from now on I can’t believe you.
6)Trust is like a vase..once it’s broken though you can fix it the vase will never be the same again.
7)We must respect the past, and mistrust the present, if we wish to provide for the safety of the future.

Drop the World

I got ice in my veins .
Blood in my eyes.
Hate in my heart.
Love in my mind.
I see nights full of pain.
Days of the same.
You keep the sunshine.
Save me the rain.
I search but never find.
Hurt but never cry.
I work forever and try.
But I’m cursed so never mind.
And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond.
The top gets higher.
The more that I climb.
The spot gets smaller.
And I get bigger.