Path

Have you ever felt that feeling when you meet someone new that she/he will do the same thing that your old friends have done to you? Trying to trust but if feels like it’s going to end up like past relationships with people. Something is just telling me why do I even try? But then the other part of me is trying to be nice to everyone to meet new people and try to figure out the good in my life. I try so hard to be open to anyone and everyone but seems like everyone has something against me. Even though I never did anything to them. Everything changed so drastically after a year and some people that are friends I wonder what happened to their other friends. Everything feels so confusing and just doesn’t know what to do and where to go.

Razors

So it was my best friend’s birthday tomorrow and I didn’t even get her present yet. I had no idea what to get her. I strolled into Wal-mart searching for a present. Then I finally figured out what I was going to get her. I went into the razors section because my best friend didn’t shave her legs yet and we were in 7th grade now. It was a big deal that she didn’t shave her legs. She was the only one not shaving her legs. I ended up buying her razors. I thought she would laugh and joke about it when I showed it to her but she ended up crying. I never understood why she was crying until she told me. I never felt bad it until now that it’s over.