Path

Have you ever felt that feeling when you meet someone new that she/he will do the same thing that your old friends have done to you? Trying to trust but if feels like it’s going to end up like past relationships with people. Something is just telling me why do I even try? But then the other part of me is trying to be nice to everyone to meet new people and try to figure out the good in my life. I try so hard to be open to anyone and everyone but seems like everyone has something against me. Even though I never did anything to them. Everything changed so drastically after a year and some people that are friends I wonder what happened to their other friends. Everything feels so confusing and just doesn’t know what to do and where to go.